Relationships

I was talking to one of my best friends about relationships earlier and a lot of things struck me. Although we talked about random stuff too, but talking about relationships struck me.

Lately, I've been thinking about my future - family, career, etc. At this point in my life, I can say I'm very much contented with everything. I'm happy with my job, things in the family is great, and my friends are great. But when I start thinking about relationships, it struck me that I really haven't had a long term relationship. Sounds funny huh? I meet a lot of guys, but most of them I'm really not interested. Some of the guys I meet are just the "friend" type of guy. Problem is, when I get too friendly with them they get the wrong message. Ugh! Then there are those that I really like, but are too serious. I mean, yeah we're dating and all that, but I don't think about marrying you after just a few months of dating. Oh yeah, and there are the stalker type and the cheap ass type (remember the parking???? if you're a good friend of mine you know this story.so eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! and he thought he was all that!! excuse me!!!)

LIFE! Maybe my bestfriend is right, by 30 and we're both not married, I should marry him. Come to think of it, I can really see myself with him. He knows me so well. He knows what I've been through. He knows what shit I've done. And I know everything that he does and been through. Like, we're both so open and totally honest to each other (the honesty part, i think so..hahha).

But seriously, I think I'll be getting married soon. With the firefighter, maybe??? or with a teacher??? with HIM??? who knows.... maybe i'll take it easy on myself..hehehe.... i'll see how things go when i move the LBC. Oh maybe it's just the pre valentine's blue *boohoo*

Will keep you posted